Springing through life

Spring has sprung



Few months have past sense I wrote last and allot has been going on. I'm super busy running around and trying to keep up on it all. I have to say my house is were I'm lacking. The laundry is always piling up and the dishes wait for me each day. This last  year Kim and I said too each other we have made it one year almost w/ out a surgery for Andy. Wow did we choke on our words. soon after Andy started getting sick and having terrible headaches and dizzy spells his eye sight got worse and he was bumping into things more than before. He was throwing up almost every day for months and we thought it must have been from his meds. Well one day he came home from school kinda fell down the stairs of the bus and was complaining his head hurt and when Andy tells you he hurts you know it must really hurt. So I watched him and got nervous like most times when he doesn't feel well knowing something is up. He started throwing up every time he would move or sit up. I thought he was having some returning conditions from past brain surgery or a brain bleed. He asked his dad for a priesthood blessing and then Andy and I got in the car and I took him to the hospital. No brain bleed no returning condition but he had fluid up in his sinus area and we had treated him for a infection when we saw this on a past CT scan but one year later it was still there. Sinusitis it was so bad that it was eroding through the frontal lobe and was in his blood stream. So we had another surgery shortly after they cleaned it all out and created a sinus drainage where there wasn't one. He is doing great and was a champ like all the surgery's before. When his Moga AKA grandmother called to see how he was he said I'm great! how are you? LOL. He is such a sweet boy always trusting in the Lord and never wavering in his faith in him. Three months later we find our  he needs another eye surgery they were going in to reconstruct the muscles so his eyes were strait and this would help his alinement and vision. This surgery was also a less stressful and scary surgery it was only a few hours and all went well. Some parents help build there children's testimony buy telling them what they need to believe or what they believe to be true. I know I teach my boys what I believe and hope and pray they will have there own testimony someday. But Andy is different in the sense that he has always had a testimony and only reminds me and reassures me that it is all true and that our father in Heaven truly loves us and we are not alone in this life. Surely someone that has had so many struggles and hurdles to jump would waver but he never does. His faith is solid and sure. When this child shares his testimony you can feel the love and kindness our father has for us. I'm truly blessed to be a mother of such wonderful children. I know from the outside looking in it looks messy and loud and wild and crazy. And I can say, yes it is all those things and more. It is sweet and peaceful, rewarding and exciting. I love being a mom and on the days I feel like I'm "just a mom" I try to remember that I'm getting the education that was meant for me and I'm learning the most important things that are so hard to learn that's why we raise our children because it isn't a degree it takes a life time to accomplish. And today I'm happy I'm a mom and that Caleb and Andy and Nathan belong in our family and that God is sharing them w/ us for a short time how ever long that may be.

Stay tune theirs more to come.............

The close of 2011

Wow can you believe this year is already over? I guess when you have such a busy life time fly's right by. This year has been filled with good, bad, ugly, and worse. Thank goodness for all of these or we would never see the blessings we truly have right in front of us each day.

This year we have had two surgery's in our home and many Dr.s apt's like every year but now we have not only Andy to thank for that but Nathan as well. His Asthma has hit an all time high this year and he has been in and out of the hospital all year. The Dr.s have looked for lung disease and immune system disorders and can't really understand why it is so difficult to get his asthma under control. I guess Idaho air just isn't what it's made out to be. LOL So right now we treat him and have lots of E.R visits and pray he will grow out of it.

Our year has also been filled with Kim graduating from BSU w/ a Bachelor of science medicine. He has worked hard for a long time achieving this goal and can I say while working full time at the hospital taking a full load in school and Army on the side and church callings. Kim is the hardest working man I know and we as a family are so thankful for this and how hard he works to provide for us.

We also gave our dog away to another home this summer because of Nate's Asthma and this was so hard for especially me. Harley was my dog for 6 years which for a great Dane is a life time.

Caleb has turned 10 this year and is growing so fast I can't keep up with his clothes. He is in a size 12 or 14. He loves School and is getting good grades he also after years of begging his father and I got a lizard. If any boy deserves it it's Caleb what a good boy he is.

Andy has just turned 8 this last week and is so excited to be baptized as a member of The church of Jesus Christ of Later day saints. If you were at Caleb's baptism two years ago you know Andy was so upset to not be able to be baptized yet he got half way into the water himself. Now it's finely his turn and he is thrilled.

Nathan turned 5 this summer and that was a big change for all of us. He started going to KG three days a week full days and loves it. He does hate riding the bus so we are still working on this area. but the also is passing Andy up in mile stones and is helping Andy learn things wich is nice and difficult sometimes because Andy notices his little brother can do it and he can't. It is a blessing though that Nate is so willing to be patient and kind to Andy and teach him along as he learnes as well. This is just one of the many reasons we love our little nater Tater.

We are so thankful for all that we have been blessed with this year. We are thankful for the hard times so we can more fully see the great blessings we may not always see and notice. And we are waiting to see what next year brings our way. So bring it on...

November 11-
2011

Wow allot has
happened in just a few months time. There really is little quiet time around
our house. We have come to realize that if we have enjoyed a few months of slow
and quiet that it is only a matter of time till the storm comes our way. Not as
a bad thing but we have learned that God only gives us so much time to catch
our breath and then says okay Wilson family pick up your boot straps lets go
again.

We have had a
few too many surgeries in our home this year. J
But on the good note we made it 10 months without any operations for Andy. That
is a record for that little boy. Andy has had an operation every year sense he
was born. We thought we were going to make it a year without but didn’t end up
that way. And we are pretty sure he is going to have another in January. So
again on the bright side we meet our family deductable right away for the year.
J

I have also
had some health struggles and had the opportunity to have my gallbladder out a
few weeks ago. Pretty sure God put in us for a purpose not sure what but hopefully
I won’t miss it. So far I don’t. I also had the opportunity to have my sister
in-law Chelsea come and stay a week while I was down to help take care of my
children and me while Kim was working. It was so nice having her here I wish it
was for different reasons but the boys loved it and loved seeing baby Ari there
newly adopted cousin.

So I have so
much to tell but so much to also be thankful for in this close of our year. I
will be 30 this New Year and I have seen and done and heard much in my 30 short
years and I hope I see and do even more in the next 30 years. I want to travel
to Mexico and Hawaii and New Zealand also Florida again and Virginia New York
and Italy. I want to go to Australia and a few others but this gives you an idea
of what I want to see J
Things I want to do this next year, I want to
ride a century bike ride 100 miler. I want to backpack with my boys and husband
to redfish lake and would love to backpack through somewhere like Mexico. I
would like to loose twenty lbs. and run a few races while I’m at it.

My Boys Caleb
Andy and Nate are all in school this year and I thought it would be so peaceful
and relaxing at home and our house would be cleaner but not true at all. With
three boys I get calls all the time from the teachers or the counselor or the
principal himself. Here are just a few of the most recent examples.
Mrs. Wilson your son was splashing on another
child in the bathroom urinal; my youngest just learned what a urinal was this
year.
Mrs. Wilson we
caught your son urinating outside behind a tree by the play ground.
Mrs. Wilson
can you come and help with your child he wet his pants.

THING IS THESE
ARE ALL DIFFERENT CHILDREN SEEMS WE HAVE A PEE PROBLIME J what
to do what to do.
Today we had
no pee problems and I was so happy.
I potty
trained each my boys before they were even two I guess the outside method is
coming back to haunt me.

So life has
been great at our end and we are so thankful for all we have been given we know
we are blessed we would be ungrateful to complain so we try to smile and keep
on a movingJ

SUMMER FUN

Summer has come and it has GONE!

It has been a wild summer this year. It started off with family coming out our ears which is always good and well sometimes not. LOL We had most of Kim's family this summer for one reason or another and like always enjoyed it while it lasted.

We traveled to UT for a Reunion in August and had a good time with my family it had been a year sense I saw them all together. The greatest news this summer is that my little brother Franz and his beautiful wife Chelsea had there little girl Arianna sealed to them in the Draper temple for time and eternity. It was such a great and beautiful memory to share with them.

we also had the pleasure to visit Kim's parents in Idaho Falls this last week and see most of the family as well. That was a bit much at times and yet wonderful life is so funny that way.

The million $$$$$ question. Have we found anyone to adopt yet?

We are working on the adoption process. It is overwhelming at times and seems unkind. We know that she or they are out there we know it won't be much longer not sure how we know that but we just do. We know there are certain little spirits out there and waiting to be in our family. Boy are they in for a ride... Anyway we are excited to find them and can't wait the process of bringing them in our home and our hearts.

Well this will have to do for now till I have a few more mins to write about our children and what everyone has been up to. Till next time

God bless.

The little things in Life

So The summer has come and gone. School has started and my last one at home is off to Kindergarten and I am thrilled. Wha-hooo You heard me, there was No crying at the bus stop or asking myself what I was going to do all day. I have had this day planned for a while now. Don't get me wrong I love being a full time stay at home mom. But I have never had a day care or a regular sitter or preschool in almost 10 years. So when this day came I new just what I would do with all my time.

I would date my husband again

so 8:00am the house is clear of kiddos and it's quiet and so Kim Mowed the lawn and I cleaned the kitchen up from breakfast. I did some laundry and 10:00 comes and go's I get dressed and Kim finished the yard and washing the little car. We desided to go on a date. We went to a 11:30 lunch and then shopping at Sports authority and than Walmart and held hands and checked our blood pressure at the Pharmacy and it was nice.

Our boys are growing so fast and I'm okay with that sure it go's by fast and I loved them as baby's but there turning into Young men and that is because of Kim and I we did that and I love watching the progress they make and how there personalities grow. We are so blessed to have each other.

Each morning we kneel in our living room together as a family and we thank our father in heaven for the blessings he has given us and we ask him for things we need. I listen to my boys and often times cry thinking what strong spirits they are. Andy asks each morning to please help him do the things that are hard for him and to not be tempted to be angery. How many of us ask for these small things and yet so justified. How many of us thank Him for helping our cars not crash or not have a stranger hurt us. I love how this little person thanks fim for things he needs before he even asks him for it. It's as if his faith will carry it through and he knows so he is five steps ahead and already thanking him for it. I pray I can be more like this and I thank God for all my beautiful children and my loving husband.

Simple things in life

There are so many things in this life that make me smile.
1.my husband fast asleep after a long day at the hospital.
2.my boys sleeping on Kim's lap while watching a movie.
3.Kim getting me a Archery bow so that I could spend more time with him.
4.Grape soda
5.stormy nights and the sound of thunder and the flash of lighting outside.
6.Chicken Chimichanggas with rice and beans and salsa.
7.My family(they make me smile and cry)
8.mint cookie ice cream with hot fudge.
9.riding my bike for a few hours
10.seeing my little ones run around the house in there underwear.
11.painting
12.Nathan thinking he can speak Spanish.
13.traveling.
14.thinking about adopting a girl/girls
15.family prayer and hearing my boys pray for each other.
16.watching my boys being kind to one and other.
17singing to my boys each night for the last 9+ years.
18.beautiful music
19.my husband singing to me while playing the guitar.
20.Kim-Kim-Kim-Kim-Kim-Kim when no one else can make me smile he can.
21.my Poppa
22.My big brother Kip
23.The plan of salvation
24.Temples
25.A good movie
26.camping under the stars*
27.funny people
28.Caleb
29.Andy-Man
30.Nater-Tater

We have so much to look at in this life. When we are down or out just smile and think to your self, I have been given so much. We are not alone he hears and and wants us to trust in him. Life can be messy and crazy and so much more but I'm so thankful for the small things that make me smile:)

A Little Faith Go's A Long Way

There has been allot on my mind these weeks. I have noticed that the more you reach out in this life the more people stare and wonder and are just curious I think.

Kim and I have a what you could call exciting, fast passed, usually out of the norm, educational life. Not to say if your life isn't like ours it is boring. But there have been a many days I am wondering what it will be like to have that so called boring feeling. For years we have traveled from here to there and have met new people and left old friends. We have been in the military and have traveled from one end of the US to the other and loved all places we have been. We have been just plane broke at times in our life to finely being able to make all the bills and some. We have worked in the hospital and lived in the hospital. We have had a few close calls with certain children. We have had health problems and loss of loved ones. We have gone days with living in the same house but not seeing eachother due to school full time and working in the medical feild.

But life has never forgot us or left us alone in the dark. God has been there each step of the way we have counted on him for love and support and guidance. We are thankful for the struggles we have faced thus far and because of them know we can get through anything that blows our way. Because we are not alone and I believe he has a plan and we are part of it how boring life would be if we sat idley by and watched the crash of the wave go by. I for one am thankful to have road it and crash a few times to know the thrill and feeling it is to get up and try again and know the magnitude of such power.

Life is a ride but you have to get on don't sit and watch it go by grab your rain boots and get a little wet. And do a little good today.